Sunday, May 06, 2007
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Inside the Glass Bottle

grays waves again and again
i cant help it
if i but opened my heart
the entire world would pour out
wind into the seafoam
and melt away from me
in blues and reds
tears and stars
and im looking out from glass
walls all 'round me
the ocean turns on itself
over and over and over
im drowning in my lifeline
and to walk away
to rest in this glass bottle
on the sea
where everyone's crying
and everyone's screaming
on wings of apathy ill save you,
ill save you.
Friday, March 30, 2007
Dont be alone... I am with you...

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.
So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.
You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.
BOB WOOLMER 1948 - 2007

i am shocked and saddened to hear of the death of Bob Woolmer. He devoted his life to cricket, both as a player and in particular as an innovative and respected coach. He will be sorely missed by the cricket community. Our sincere and heartfelt condolences go to his wife, Gill and sons Dale and Russell.
Labels: bob woolmer, condolences
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
LOST MY ANGEL...........

I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain
And it is always I fight for the welcome change
When it rains it pours on this heart of mine
So, I take the storms I feel to her each time.
But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain
Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change
She can walk away from what hangs overhead
And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid.
Not in her storm have I ever felt alone
Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home
It's for me that she pushes away her own rain
So, that I may find comfort in calling her name.
She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart
God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart
And she never wanders when your world falls through
Not ever in her storm would she do this to you.
She has wings that I know not only I can see
Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me
It's the way that the eyes can surely view
How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.
Not in her storm is her work ever done
And even in her storm she hands me the sun
When her world is dark - I always have light
And now how I hold the new color of night.
She takes then she gives to an unhappy face
So that many can find an awesome place
I have been able to love her more every day
And with her hand in mine the clouds roll away.
Not in any storm that I will ever live beneath
Could ever change what I hold here inside of me
Not in any of her storms have I lost my angels touch
To that angel out there, I love her so much.
Labels: TO MY ANGEL
Angels Have No ID Bracelets on Them
I CONFESS..........

I Confess
I confess, before I met you, I was on
a lonely journey, on a dead end road.
I confess, you brought sunlight,
to thedark abyss within me.
I confess, you awakened my senses,
tothe beauty that life held.
I confess, I can tell you where,
what day, and under what willow tree,
I fell in love with you.
I confess, the first time,
I felt the softness ofyou and the
rapture of your body,
I felt asman, finally complete. Finally fulfilled.
I confess, when I realized that you loved me,
it caused me to weep with happiness.
I confess you have released me
from darkness andreplaced the
hopeless of my existence, with thejoy of life.
I confess, your voice, is as a bird in
song and yoursmile, is as the light of night.
I confess, when I utter your name,
it comes as asymphony, from my heart.
I confess, when you are near, you
a like the fragrance, from the flowers of a field.
I confess, your moist lips, beckon one,
as the rippling sea, in a summers sunlight.
I confess, from my emotional prison,
you have takenme to castles in the air.
Where the sun shines always,
and the flowers of life, forever bloom.
I confess, my past constant companions
of loneliness, and anguish, have been
replaced by the loveyou have showered me with.
I confess, I find you beauty, your heart so kind,
andyour unconditional love, surely more than I deserve.
I confess, your gentleness, and purity of heart,
is like the pristine, new falling snow.
I confess, you are the sunlight in a darkened sky.
A delicate crystal goblet and the heavens rain, thatfill it.
I confess, you are summer days, winter nights,
thebeauty of fall and the promise of spring.
I confess, when I found you, I foundthe
other half of who I am. You havecompleted me.
I confess, you are my all, my everything....my life.
I confess, I love you...love you...love you.
Labels: ?
FAIRY SONG................

I Dream Of You
Have I replaced you? Replacing you would be
like trying to replace the sun...moon...stars and
replacing everything in life that brings a smile
to ones face.
Replacing you would remove all that is soft...
warm and that which represents love and all
that is worthwhile in life.
Replacing you would be akin to replacing the
energy that fuels another day. In the darkest of hours,
replacing you would remove the
light ofhope that spurs one on.
Have I replaced you?
Never...not for all time to come and one day
thereafter... if there be such time.
Labels: AWESOME......
I CAN SEE THE PAIN.... NIKKI
I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever
Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't
I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever
Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't
I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall
Labels: PAIN
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Please Dad....

As soft winds sweep away the days
I look back on life through a haze.
Remember playgrounds,
parks and friends,
In childlike gaze that never ends.
The laughter in a game of catch,
Shall memory ever attach...
To innocence in youthful eyes,
Catching the ball to Dad's surprise.
I recall my first bike,
first wreck,
Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?"
Convinced me to give one more try,
While, knees skinned,
I forgot to cry.
Just the joy knowing he was there,
Making him proud my only care.
There was nothing I couldn't do,
My heart held fast that to be true.
Though teenage years were kind of rough,
I sure wasn't too big or tough.
You taught me to defend what's right
And never back down from a fight.
So I learned the hard way to stand,
Still, with each lump,
I found your hand.
Drawing from you an inner strength,
And stubborn pride of equal length.
But there the line of fate was drawn,
As though I blinked and you were gone.
I found myself facing the sun,
Not man, not boy, fatherless, one.
Eyes blinded by a void inside,
I could not live that you had died.
Alas finding it to be true,
I could do nothing without you.
Please, Dad,
today just hear my call,
I'm sorry that I dropped the ball.
My life is wrecked,
my knees are skinned,
My emotions undisciplined.
I can't get up although I try,
Please don't be upset if I cry.
Though I can't fight what I can't see,
Please, Dad,
say you're still proud of me.
Labels: dad, my fair lady
Farewell, My Friends
My friends to you I bid goodbye
To the friendship that brought me sky
The year has been swell
As if coming from a wishing well
But as all things do
I have to bid adieu
How it pains me to
But there's nothing I can do
Thank you for the memories
The laughter and the tears
They'll linger in my heart
As if we never part
If by chance we meet again
May it be full of blessings in the rain
Yet for now all that I can say
Is to God for you I'll pray
To the friendship that brought me sky
The year has been swell
As if coming from a wishing well
But as all things do
I have to bid adieu
How it pains me to
But there's nothing I can do
Thank you for the memories
The laughter and the tears
They'll linger in my heart
As if we never part
If by chance we meet again
May it be full of blessings in the rain
Yet for now all that I can say
Is to God for you I'll pray
Friends..... Leaving you........
Leaving you will be so hard
I know that we will be scarred.
Through the years we have grown up
Now we are about to split up.
It hurts me inside
To know that you will confide
In someone else who isn't me
But they will never be
what I try to be.
I'll always be there for you
And I'll always stay true.
You are a part of me
That everyone will see.
You are my sister and friend
And we'll be that way
until the end.
Don't ever let anyone take my place
Because they will never face
All the times that we've shared
Even when we never really cared.
All our memories will be locked up tight
Even all our stupid fights.
The laughs, the tears, the cries, the fears
Have built up through the years.
I'll never let us be apart
And you will always remain in my heart.
I know that we will be scarred.
Through the years we have grown up
Now we are about to split up.
It hurts me inside
To know that you will confide
In someone else who isn't me
But they will never be
what I try to be.
I'll always be there for you
And I'll always stay true.
You are a part of me
That everyone will see.
You are my sister and friend
And we'll be that way
until the end.
Don't ever let anyone take my place
Because they will never face
All the times that we've shared
Even when we never really cared.
All our memories will be locked up tight
Even all our stupid fights.
The laughs, the tears, the cries, the fears
Have built up through the years.
I'll never let us be apart
And you will always remain in my heart.
Far Away
Far Away
I sit alone,
With only my thoughts,
And memories of times past.
I sit here sad,
Wanting to recapture,
Times we’ve had.
I sit here crying,
Longing to feel your embrace,
Your kiss.
But all of these,
I can not have,
I’m far away.
Two hearts apart,
Yet close together.
Longing for each other,
Yearning for the time,
When we won’t be..... Far away.
I sit alone,
With only my thoughts,
And memories of times past.
I sit here sad,
Wanting to recapture,
Times we’ve had.
I sit here crying,
Longing to feel your embrace,
Your kiss.
But all of these,
I can not have,
I’m far away.
Two hearts apart,
Yet close together.
Longing for each other,
Yearning for the time,
When we won’t be..... Far away.
Dream......
I dream of you
In the stillness of the night
Your arms are the wind
Holding me tight
Whispering softly
Calling my name
It's your voice I hear,
again and again
My heart is full, yet empty too
Because the one thing
I want and can't have Is you................
In the stillness of the night
Your arms are the wind
Holding me tight
Whispering softly
Calling my name
It's your voice I hear,
again and again
My heart is full, yet empty too
Because the one thing
I want and can't have Is you................
You...............
This fire in my heart is all because of you
The warmth within my soul that will never make me blue
You're the sparkle in my eyes
and excitment in my voice
You're the breath that fills my lungs,
you are my one and only choice..............
The warmth within my soul that will never make me blue
You're the sparkle in my eyes
and excitment in my voice
You're the breath that fills my lungs,
you are my one and only choice..............
My Mother & My Father........... Gone..........
Gone
I held a crystal in my hand,
So perfect and sparklingly clear...
With a sweep of a handBroken,
shattered into pieces...
I held a diamond in my hand,
A perfect cut,
So beautiful...
In an instant, snatched away...
I held a rose in my hand,
With petals so delicate
and fragrance so sweet...
Days passed, its petals turned brown
One by one,
they fell to the ground...
Life is consistently inconsistent,
Nothing definite...
With a snap of a finger,
everything stops
In a blink of an eye,
everything's gone.
To My Ma Sabarimani & to My Dad KPMNDhanaraj.............
I held a crystal in my hand,
So perfect and sparklingly clear...
With a sweep of a handBroken,
shattered into pieces...
I held a diamond in my hand,
A perfect cut,
So beautiful...
In an instant, snatched away...
I held a rose in my hand,
With petals so delicate
and fragrance so sweet...
Days passed, its petals turned brown
One by one,
they fell to the ground...
Life is consistently inconsistent,
Nothing definite...
With a snap of a finger,
everything stops
In a blink of an eye,
everything's gone.
To My Ma Sabarimani & to My Dad KPMNDhanaraj.............
My Wife........Be My Wife.........

My Wife'
Would you be 'My Wife'
Whom I'll cherish and behold
Would you be 'My Wife'
While sharing Life Passions
As we grow old.
Would you be 'My Wife'
My Lover & My Best Friend.
Would you be 'My Wife'
While sharing Intimate moments
Throughout Nights Ends.
Would you be 'My Wife'
Feeling I have for you will never stray
Would you be 'My Wife'
Forever - N- A Day!!!!!
Would you be 'My Wife'
Yes-brown eyes,
I'm talking to you,
Would you be 'My Wife'
I'll spend eternityLOVING YOU!!!!.
Labels: oh...........My wife...........
The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life
is not to die,
but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so much
to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts
and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be
too busy to console you
when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person
who cares about you, is you.
Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to playin
this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.
Labels: Greatest Pain.............
I Found You
I Found You
Somehow in this great big world
I found my way to you
My friend across the computer lines
my heart, my soul, that's who.
You try to make me smile
with the mail you send my way.
You never fail to drop a line
each and every day.
Whenever I have hurried home
with something, I must share,
I find it just so comforting
that you are always there.
Encouragement you give me
and a friendship that is true.
I'm glad my soul while reaching out
found someone like you...
Somehow in this great big world
I found my way to you
My friend across the computer lines
my heart, my soul, that's who.
You try to make me smile
with the mail you send my way.
You never fail to drop a line
each and every day.
Whenever I have hurried home
with something, I must share,
I find it just so comforting
that you are always there.
Encouragement you give me
and a friendship that is true.
I'm glad my soul while reaching out
found someone like you...
So alone............ By Sylvia Chidi
So alone!
So alone in my bed
Alone listening to nightly whispers
Alone in my thoughts
Alone standing in court
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for rainbow lights
Alone in the morning I awake
Alone I celebrate my joys
Alone I cry out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone in strengh
Alone in wealth
Alone in good health
Alone I try to understand
Alone I seek knowledge
Alone I share what is mine
Alone I try not to be alone
Alone when my time has come, I pass away
So alone in my bed
Alone listening to nightly whispers
Alone in my thoughts
Alone standing in court
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for rainbow lights
Alone in the morning I awake
Alone I celebrate my joys
Alone I cry out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone in strengh
Alone in wealth
Alone in good health
Alone I try to understand
Alone I seek knowledge
Alone I share what is mine
Alone I try not to be alone
Alone when my time has come, I pass away
Mother......... May I ?????
Mother may I
throw food around
because I am contrary as an infant?
Mother may I
play in the mud because
I like when you have to bathe me?
Mother may I
eat all the cookies just because
they taste so yummy?
Mother may I
draw on the walls because
I like your attention?
Mother may I
not do my homework
because I want to grow up faster?
Mother may I
stay out all night because
I feel like I'm suffocating at home?
Mother may I
have sex in your bed because
you arn't home to know about it?
Mother may I
borrow the car so my friends and I
can get high on the bridge?
Mother may I
take the TV because
I'll need something to do at college?
Mother may I
borrow some money because
I spent all of mine on the raised cigarette tax?
Mother may I
take you for granted because
I don't know any better?
Mother may I cry
in your arms because
I finally know what it feels like to be used?
Mother may I
come home to you because
I still love you more than anything?
Mother may I
have another cookie because
now I know to ask?
Mother may I
take your advice because
I want to know if she's right for me?
Mother may I
fall in love because
I want to be whole?
Mother may I
have your grandchild
because I want to be just like you?
Mother may I
give her your name because
she's just as beautiful to me as you are?
Mother may I
love you forever because
you are my loving mother and never gave up on me?
throw food around
because I am contrary as an infant?
Mother may I
play in the mud because
I like when you have to bathe me?
Mother may I
eat all the cookies just because
they taste so yummy?
Mother may I
draw on the walls because
I like your attention?
Mother may I
not do my homework
because I want to grow up faster?
Mother may I
stay out all night because
I feel like I'm suffocating at home?
Mother may I
have sex in your bed because
you arn't home to know about it?
Mother may I
borrow the car so my friends and I
can get high on the bridge?
Mother may I
take the TV because
I'll need something to do at college?
Mother may I
borrow some money because
I spent all of mine on the raised cigarette tax?
Mother may I
take you for granted because
I don't know any better?
Mother may I cry
in your arms because
I finally know what it feels like to be used?
Mother may I
come home to you because
I still love you more than anything?
Mother may I
have another cookie because
now I know to ask?
Mother may I
take your advice because
I want to know if she's right for me?
Mother may I
fall in love because
I want to be whole?
Mother may I
have your grandchild
because I want to be just like you?
Mother may I
give her your name because
she's just as beautiful to me as you are?
Mother may I
love you forever because
you are my loving mother and never gave up on me?
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
My Angel............
My Angel
Your sweet as a button
and as nice as a lamb
you are gods angel to me
he sent you to save me
and free me from my pain
But something has happened
I have fallen for my angel
could this be love
or is it lust
Could I have found my true love
or is it all a dream my angel
or have you fallen for me too
My Angel
are you there
can you hear me
can you not see my tears
or am I lost to you
Please my angel
be mine
forever and always
please dont leave me behind
What other person could treat you
like I can
who can be me
and make you happy
like I can
Please my angel
come to me
you say you love me
but would you show it! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Your sweet as a button
and as nice as a lamb
you are gods angel to me
he sent you to save me
and free me from my pain
But something has happened
I have fallen for my angel
could this be love
or is it lust
Could I have found my true love
or is it all a dream my angel
or have you fallen for me too
My Angel
are you there
can you hear me
can you not see my tears
or am I lost to you
Please my angel
be mine
forever and always
please dont leave me behind
What other person could treat you
like I can
who can be me
and make you happy
like I can
Please my angel
come to me
you say you love me
but would you show it! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Hello Beautiful..........
When I Wake Up In thinking one late, starry night, Drowning in thought when most are buried in dreams, A knife ran through my chest, an urge to hear your voice. And so I called you and I said, “Hello, Beautiful.”
I could tell you our life story, Our fights, our laughs, our kids, our triumphs, our failures, And how every day I woke up and I said, “Hello, Beautiful.”
It’s all on you, on you taking that first step, Making that leap of faith, From which a lifetime of joy will spring. And when we’re old and gray We can look back and remember.
Remember how I looked at you and I said “Hello, Beautiful.”
I could tell you our life story, Our fights, our laughs, our kids, our triumphs, our failures, And how every day I woke up and I said, “Hello, Beautiful.”
It’s all on you, on you taking that first step, Making that leap of faith, From which a lifetime of joy will spring. And when we’re old and gray We can look back and remember.
Remember how I looked at you and I said “Hello, Beautiful.”







